Remember on our trip I told Laurel that I was discontent? Well, it's getting worse. This is more than my annual fall melancholy. I'm going through some internal changes; spiritual not physical. I don't know where God is taking all this. I'm just trying to be still so I can hear what He's telling me. No, I don't think God talks audibly anymore. But if I'm fretting and not staying in his Word and praying, it'll take me a lot longer to figure this out. I don't want to "kick against the goads" as Paul says.
The 29-day giving thing stirred up something in me. I like giving things away that are hard. I'll post later on that whole experience. I keep decluttering the house, and it just keeps coming and coming. And I really don't think my house is very cluttered. I think I'm just being convicted about having too much; more than we need. It's sucking the life out of me. I spend way too much time going through mail, catalogues, e-mails, etc. I want my life to be meaningful and to make a difference in this world. Doing those types of things isn't benefitting anyone; me included.
I don't feel called to go on foreign soil as a missionary. I feel called to homeschool my youngest child, to be a godly example for my children and grandchildren, to be an older woman in the church and teach younger women to love their children and husbands, and to be a prayer warrior for our world to be a better place. But I feel very much hindered by the superfluous stuff in my life.
Anyone out there ever felt the same way? How did you solve it, or are you still working on it? Any words of wisdom are welcome. Help!

Frustratingly, the shot I took of the reverse side of this label didn't come out - the wind was so strong that it blurred the words even in my iron grip. I went back yesterday to capture it - but of course the labels had all gone. But I can tell you that it read 'Mighty prehistoric monsters clashing with modern lovers', and that should give you the clue - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle's book 'The Lost World'.
Again, we were roused way too early on Sunday. Now where were we headed? (Avalon playing with Levi, her brother!)
Here, at a new place for doggehs and ducks. Avalon is definitely into those feathered creatures (as are her siblings, three of whom were there, and her Mom!), while I still have an affinity for the furred sort that dip down into burrows, or race up trees. But I will show you what I saw my sister and family do. Here's a little show all about Avalon (and her siblings' and Mom's) day in Denverton, near Suisun City.
Avalon was very happy to see her mom, Sporty (who is really good at doing this field stuff) and her brothers, who love the feathered creatures as much as Avalon. Here's a cool picture of them all - thanks, Christine of Tigana Goldens for fixing up this photo and helping my sister so much! Now... it's my turn!
Ready Ma, for my closeup heheh! I have a fun match this coming weekend, and at the end of October, there is a show that spans over 5 days near here. Mom (naively) thought it would be practical to sign up for an Open class for me on all five days, hoping that I could snag my CDX in one long weekend! Barbara rolled her eyes and told us to get ready for a full-on judged Open class, right then and there. Mom thought I was pretty ready. Here are both Sierra and I in a little show made just for our friends, so you can see that we're coming along at Barbara's school for "Finishing Dogs."
Here's Barbara making adjustments to Avalon's new bling.
And then it was time for all good puppers to play, as well as show our fabulous agility skills! See you soon again, pals!

